I’m depressed. I hate my job today. I have to work on thanksgiving. I feel like there is a better place than bugaboo creek shithouse. and i’m going to find it. im a successful young girl. somewhere else will hire me. i have a lot of personality and spirit, something bugaboo only hides. i hate that place more than ever. hate hate hate hate hate hate hate.
Today was supposed to be a day to spend with my boyfriend.
It’s what?5:30? and I haven’t seen him at all. WTF?
I am so moody today.
I’m in the worst mood ever today.
I hate my life right now. I wish someone would just bomb my house and kill me instantly. Yeah.
my misery is so addictive
if i would realize i’d die that i would be a lot nicer
And I love it. For the past week at work I have made this girl’s first few days miserable. I have never been mean to anyone that has first started but this girl walked in looking really trashy and said the stupidest stuff that i couldn’t help myself. Now she doesn’t even want to work at the Creek anymore. I did my job. And, if she does continue to stay around I’m determined to make her life miserable. But I’m discrete and sly. With the help of Madeline this girl won’t be here for long.
My manager was fired. Allen or Alan (?) is the General Manager. It’s refreshing to have a change. Perhaps he’ll fire everyone who sucks! :)
so I can buy things from Jonathan Adler!
Tonight a bar guest told me that she thinks I’m very admirable.
It kind of made my year. Someone admires me for the way I am.